I decided to spend the night at a friend’s tonight, and so I am kind of throwing myself off.
Instead of drowning in self-loathing for not living up to my goal so far, I can move the fuck on and try harder tomorrow. I am not going to give up.
This makes me think of something brilliant. I think I am going to modify my plan and extend each stage of it so that I have ten days or so to get acclimated and another month to practice what I’m preaching. Great idea, I love this.
Also, I am pretty tired and even though my mind is racing I am going to try to sleep by at least midnight tonight.