I AM ME

I am either highly motivated, or so overwhelmed that I get absolutely nothing done. There is no in-between.

I am either moving way too fast, doing a million things at once – but with great gusto! – or so depressed that I lay in bed paralyzed. There is no in-between.

I am either obsessed, or freaking over it. There is no in-between.

I am either hyperactive to the point of annoyance or so quiet that people begin to worry. There is no in-between.

I am either here or there. Actually this isn’t true, I am everywhere and nowhere, nothing is everywhere, everything is nothing. (now i’m questioning human existence, great)

I am either high on my joy, or deep in my sorrow. THERE IS NO IN-BETWEEN. EVER.

Well, now that isn’t entirely true either. Even though I AM like this, doesn’t mean I HAVE to BE like this forever. Slowly but surely, I can chip away at myself. I can make things be less black & white.

I can accept this truth about me and my path. For now, I can be EITHER this, or that. It’s cool,

I am either accepting of these truths, or denying that there is something i can do about it. There is no in-between.

Except there is.

I am both my joy and my sorrow.

I am hyperactive and over-thinking.

I am me. Adhd. Crazy. Darkness and Light. All of it. I love it that way.

I AM ME.

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